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I am
sitting with heart in my hand can see it bleed. How did I allow this to happen; that someone can unintentionally tear me apart. I have identified the misunderstanding and now I must face the full effect of my choices. Despite the misunderstanding the pain is real. For a long time I have devoted my heart to a forbidden love; something I could not have. I have nursed the emotions and suppressed the actions called for in love. I have watched my love devoted to another, while I waited in anticipation for it to fail. I did not and will not; for it was love that was entirely one-sided. But no more; I will not torment my heart any longer. My heart I have freed from the chains that held it. I have forfeited the match out of correct estimation. It is over and I will long for her no more. For every one thing sacrificed it will be rewarded multiplied. I know that I have been fair; not once did I demand anything; her dreams I let her follow. So, it was not me; but with the release of that love, came another. Someone that loves me like I loved her; and I understand how she feel. I will adore this woman that has given me her love until my soul ceases. She is the only one worthy of my love; and she will know it every day. I will care for her; I will sacrifice what ever I must. There is no need for two people to have endured such pain in a decade. So, I part with my love for one; to reward another’s love, unlike what I have had. Love is real and the strongest emotion that is known to man. After a live time of searching, I have found one worthy of being loved; really loved. Life is too short to direct one’s affection at those who can not return it. |
| By : Thys Groesbeek |