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desperation I record my thoughts. I feel trapped in a web of uncertainty. Life as I know it has fallen on its head. No disillusions left; just stark reality. Restlessly I wander through the reality of doom. My abilities and logic have abandoned me. Sanity is no longer in question, but clearly absent. Yet, I can’t relate; somehow I just feel misunderstood. Intention and goals are junior to the outcome. A broken glass, whether broken by intention or not; remains broken, that is real. Reduced is my trust in the ability to make things go right. Reality has proven its case by factual evidence. It is here where I surrender my entire self to the Lord. I have searched and prayed for; now, found true wisdom. It is the Lord God, the Ancient Protector of Israel. Without Him, wisdom is retarded to foolishness. All roads and all things lead to my God. Now, standing at the end of this journey; I proclaim there is no other like Him. All the glory and praise to my Jehovah. He is the Greatest before whom all living things must bow. He is the Complete: Love, Being, Trust, Ruler and Justice. Nothing is complete without Him. Neither am I. |
| By : Thys Groesbeek |