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I have been
around for longer than I care, will be for longer than
you know. In this time I have learned that people remain disloyal to express their emotions. We only get to see that which the other wants us to see. For the trained eye it is not true though; looking past the front, only truth lies. I have known for sometime that you don’t feel as you did before. I have a good idea that you have found someone else to distract your mind from yourself. How long can you run, before you will have to face all the damage you’ve caused? It will come back to you; that I assure you. You have been going around creating havoc in others lives for the thrill of it. I know you aren’t aware of it; but it is a dangerous game you are playing. Serious penalties lie in the wake of those who disrupt relationships. But know this, you too are taking strain; your view of self have diminished. I look and feel sorry for you, such a beautiful person so lost in this universe. I know where you are, for I have been there before. I know, just like me; you will negate this stark reality, pursue the thrill. That’s a shame, since realization is partnered with self destruction. I remain in the shadows; make you believe you have me fooled too. I monitor your progress, waiting for the reality to set in. I’ll be there… when you fall apart; unable to face the mirror you now so love. And then I pray; that God will have mercy with you as He had with me. I hope the time will come soon, because your transgressions is heaping up. I see those who have been butchered; see them broken, searching for the cause. I know who she is and how this all happened, to a degree I have been slain too. But I have more than others, understanding that surpasses that of a fool. Come calm down now; stop running from the demons keeping you up at night. Face their fury and stare the loneliness you fear in the eye. Convert the silence and solitude into a friend of peace; contentment. Then; continue live as you have, but with care for those you encounter. |
| By : Thys Groesbeek |