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Last night
I woke up while you where sleeping. I looked at you, but the picture of you in my mind was so much clearer. I pondered on the times we have shared; the adversity we have overcome. I realized how accustom we have become with the way things are now. My mind dwelled off and saw how each of us has become inundated with the cycles of our days. I observed how little time we had for each other, due to daily obligations. I saw how we were living right passed each other, with no such intent. Then I realized… this is wrong; we should have more times together. I have dedicated my heart to you for the time I am here; hoping that it could last beyond our graves. However; there is no certainty of how things will be then. When I think about how much I care for you, the enormity of it makes my heart beat irregular. I love you so… I hoped so that our love could have remained silly; you know, young at heart. The responsibilities we have opted to take on have made our lives complicated, busy; noisy. How much I miss the times when we actually went out of our ways to be together. How I long for the child like games we used to play; the endearment of it all. I believe that the lack of sharing our love openly and honestly with each other; is making us grow old. Okay, so everyone must grow old; but does it have to be so soon? I want to go to the movies with you; really give you a passionate kiss when ever I feel like it. I want to pinch your bottom; wink at you when you look at me… where has all of that gone? I love you and I think I always will. I can not see that anything could change that soon. Open your heart anew to the possibility of being in love. Give me the opportunity to be your best mate. |
| By : Thys Groesbeek |