Doubt

You might just find yourself feeling as I recently did.
Not knowing whether you are coming or going and then; not really moving at all.
Running back and forth, exhausting your self in an attempt to find out what to do.
At the end of the day; you look back to find you have accomplished nothing at all.

You find it difficult even troublesome to make a decision about anything.
Well! You really do not know what you should or should not do.
Your situation seams to be hopeless; you are in total fear to act.
See, you feel that the incorrect decision could harm more then what you want; so you better take care.

You find yourself not knowing who to trust.
So, your instinct is to trust no one; nothing at all.
It seams like such a logical way to handle things; like it is the best way to survive.
Your conclusion is that “someone” must be the cause of all that is going wrong.

I searched for the culprit and suspected everyone.
First the obvious were investigated, all those close to me.
I even considered that the cause might be a misunderstanding.
Cause was found; a man too confused to choose.

I was that man; and now I will no longer remain in doubt.
I have checked the facts, investigated it all and made a decision on what is known.
So, to all those who doubts, I say goodbye; I have found the way out.
I choose to join those whom are really working towards making this existence better.
By : Thys Groesbeek